so乞兒 : 好回家

是你？還是另外一個他？

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Thu, 27 Jul 2006 16:03:00 +0000

不敢奢想改變你　　林憶蓮

靠近你　抱著你　不敢信這是突然運氣
吻著你　有種特殊心理
明明祈求可共你　一起　
卻總閃過顧忌
如今又卻竟不會躲避

其實我不算自卑　
真的很在乎你
你所給我的歡喜　
我將謹慎收起
明白你習慣像鳥在追夢而飛
沒法生根於這地　
不敢奢想　改變你

我是我　你是你　
孤單看似世上自然定理
愛得起　我卻飛不起
只可以長期思念你　
跟你　那些溫暖氣味
如果沒法子可心死

其實我不算自卑　
真的很在乎你
你所給我的歡喜　
我將謹慎收起
無謂去自怨自騙地等待時機
在那一天捉緊你　做夢距離
從不可比　誰可比　
抱緊真實的你
愛就是　形影不離　
那管天地妒忌
其實這種激戀　絕對不羈
沒有想過會終於　交給你　
不悲更喜

這刻清清楚楚　統統都屬於你
你所給我的歡喜　
我將謹慎收起
明白你習慣像鳥在追夢而飛
沒法生根於這地　
不敢奢想　改變你
完全奉獻　
終於這天　
變了是我

2nd anniversary of landing on England 首達英倫兩周年

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Tue, 25 Jul 2006 16:11:00 +0000

2年前的今天, 我隻身一人, 離開香港, 來到自少夢寐以求的英倫, 完成我的大學學位.

two years ago, i left hong kong to England, the country which i have dreamt of years, for finishing my bachelor degree.

moo @ london's king's cross station up to the North - Berwick upon Tweed for the archaeological excavation training, just right after landing. (20040726)

你的心靈力量有多偉大？快來探索你的「生命靈數」！

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Sat, 22 Jul 2006 03:48:00 +0000

你是一個講究均衡的人，個性不會太衝動 (唔係喎, 我覺得自己幾衝動)，不管在人際上，生活上和工作上，凡事都喜歡按部就班慢慢來，並且保持一種均衡狀態。當然你也有自己的一套方法，不喜歡受人牽制，感情也是一樣。　　

你很重視合作關係，希望找到氣味相投的伴侶，不一定是感情上的伴侶，也有可能是旗鼓相當的工作夥伴，雖然工作夥伴不見得對你有很大的實質助力，但是在生命的歴程中，有這種夥伴的陪同，更能加強自信心，填補精神的空虛，創造生命的幸福與成功。(等梗....)　

你的生命目標是重視學以致用，以及發揮自己的才能和特質，因此你適合是一個專注研究學習的人，但不一定當一輩子的學者，只要能夠學以致用就很圓滿了。(中!) 提醒你無論是學習、思考或研究，如何能夠發揮所學的長才，將理論落實到實際上，才是你的生命目標喔！　　

你的個性特徵是比較內斂、沉穩，常常一個人在思考，然後會編出自己的一套理論、想法，或是一套原則，因此很適合研究一些規則性的東西 (越大越係咁) 你其實不是不喜歡和人說話，只是當你在思考的時候不會去管到別人，因此有時在別人眼中是個常常自言自語的怪人喔！　　

你的優點是處事很有原則，並且非常的理性，思考非常細膩 (又唔算係, 唔係都唔會以前俾人'丙'到暈!)，並且可以用不同的表現方式讓別人明白。你的缺點是有時候不太能夠變通，執著於自己的想法，不會主動去關心別人 (我邊理到咁多人???!!!)，也不太會與人相處，常常情緒無法抒發，是個學者型的人。　　

建議你多多練習人際關係，比如針對不同年齡的對象用不同的方式去溝通，並且讓彼此都能接受，傳達彼此的感情與訊息，要知道他人的反應是自己的一面鏡子喔，你可以從周遭人的反應來調整自己，讓自己更受人歡迎。　　

你的人生運勢蠻平穩的，通常是比較孤獨的一個人，因為你比較重視頭腦裡面的東西，以及穩定的生活，並且會靜靜等待發揮的時機，如果你的好時機一到，所學的東西就能夠通通發揮出來。那是因為你缺少主動積極創造運勢的衝勁，因此在你進入職場工作以後，升遷、升級都要等待幸運之神的降臨了。　　

你的天賦潛能就是研究精神和學習能力，因此不論是那一種新科技或那一個專業領域，你都能夠學有所成，並且學以致用。

http://www.kindheart.com.tw/cgi-bin/element1.pl

又真係幾準....冇計, 天生就係一個學者 -- 熊仔博士

我愛"酒凹"王

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Tue, 18 Jul 2006 15:36:00 +0000

我一直沒有留意自己真正喜歡哪一類的人. 喜歡,並不一定等於'愛'. 不過最近發現自己原來對有一雙'梨渦淺笑'的'酒凹'人特別有好感.

回想以前喜歡過的人,原來他們多有'酒凹'. 明星亦一樣. 雖然我的契媽madonna是沒有一雙迷人的梨渦!

以前上英文課,老師教"酒凹"的英文. 我當然沒有記在心,只記得她找例子找著我, 她說: Moody就有"酒凹"......我自己一直也沒有發現....

不過,最近的心儀對象好像沒有"酒凹"的.....well....

其實我愛自己多些

myself

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Mon, 10 Jul 2006 16:44:00 +0000

20060711 night+full moon+musky

After returning home from England, today is the date that i have already settled for 9 months. I dunno why that i found myself lost of energy for working, even playing. Everything for me is tasteless and fucking boring. But it doesn't mean that i don't laugh. I always smile and laugh. However, i found my life in 2006 is wasting as shit.

I wanna scream, i wanna escape from this city. I hate being here no matter whom i did really care of. Everything is meaningless to me.

If 1587 was "a year of no significance" in Chinese History, 2006 is "a year of fuckimg boring" in my life. I'd rather to end my life now whatever the future will be.

Life seems to run smooth, everything seems to go right. What am I thinking of? Why someone's shadow always follow me as a ghost? Why I laugh but i don't feel really happy? Why I am not satified with everything i have already had? Am I too ambious? Why I hate people on street even they are totally strangers? What's wrong am I??!!

sorry everyone. I dunno why i have such anger and unpatience at the moment. I cannot lie; i cannot cry. Perhaps, i'm getting old and understand that time fles too fucking fast.

Forgive my rudeness. I am not usually a foul-language person.

I will be alright after a good sleep.

Madonna - X-Static Process

I'm not myself when you're around
I'm not myself standing in a crowd
I'm not myself and I don't know how
I'm not myself, myself right now

Jesus Christ will you look at me
Don't know who I'm supposed to be
Don't really know if I should give a damn
When you're around, I don't know who I am
I'm not myself when you go quiet
I'm not myself alone at night
I'm not myself, don't know who to call
I'm not myself at all

I always wished that I could find someone as beautiful as you
But in the process I forgot that I was special too
I'm not myself when you're around
I'm not myself when you go quiet
I'm not myself all alone at night
I'm not myself standing in a crowd
I'm not myself and I don't know how
I'm not myself, myself right now
Don't know what I believe

I always wished that I could find someone as beautiful as you
But in the process I forgot that I was special too
I always wished that I could find someone as talented as you
But in the process I forgot that I was just as good as you

S+M Bday K-Party

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Fri, 07 Jul 2006 19:53:00 +0000

20060708 sunny + occasionally rain

I have not celebrated (party thing) my birthday for over 10 years. 'cos i found that there's nothing special for celebrate if my life will not be too short. But i am so glad that my friends (my old buddy and new Cali gals) celebrating my 28th (yes!!!) Bday with me in this boring 2006. my Bday is on 11th and Steph's on 23rd.

After having lunch with my good old friend, Jo, I returned home for a while preparing the crazy K-party. Thanks to Steph (another birthday girl), Jada (our MaMa), Jenny, Nike, May, Billy (Mr. Fisheye), Sammi (HK MickJack), Vivian. Our crazy dress code was shirt+tie+shorts (or skirt).

i love you all!!

made wish(es). like a prayers.
well, my bday gift - a jade necklance (made by greenish flour)
May, Nike, Jenny, Jada, Moo, Steph, V, Sammi, Billy
cheers - yam sing!
phantom & MickJack (well, Steph did make TV ad for TVB promoting the Phantom of the Opera)
what song were we singing??!!
star!

photos: http://public.fotki.com/moodytang/friends/cali_gals/200607_sm_bday_party/

任務完成 - 台北宜蘭36小時

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Sun, 25 Jun 2006 16:06:00 +0000

20060623-25 23(cloudy), 24 (sunny+rainy)

gypsy moo + ghosty 鍾馗 @ 宜蘭傳統藝術中心
睡鍾馗 (sleepy Chung Kwai)
醉鍾馗 (drunken Chung Kwai)

飛越癲人院 – 台北+宜蘭36小時前奏

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Fri, 09 Jun 2006 07:33:00 +0000

20060609 rainning

我是個瘋癲的人是一個不爭的事實.

前兩天不知'痴咗邊條筋'在yahoo找鍾馗的資料,得悉台灣宜蘭正有一個相關的畫展,竟然想立即買機票去. 但買一張機票(我通常坐國泰)要$2500,左算右量很不划算,亦覺得自己太任性:
23/6下午還要回HNK監考;
25/6上急救課;
26/6到教育學院上班.

即使23/6將工作調到上午,但星期日的課怎辦? 因為first-aid要有80%出席率, 蹺一次課已經甭考試. 所以只好打消這個傻念頭.

但我是個不易死心的人, 也想在上新工作之前瘋狂一下. 所以我查一查我的mileage可以換一張來回台北的free ticket, 再查看所有去宜蘭的火車班次, ok, 成行沒問題, 問題是星期日的first-aid怎辦?

現在的itinerary是這樣的:

23/06
0800-1200 HNK
1300-1400 to airport
1525-1705 CX472 to taipei
1800-1900 to Taipei city
1930-2100 士林食食食
2130-2230 西門丁
0000 誠品

24/06
0710-0840 台北 - 宜蘭羅東
0930-1330 國立傳統藝術中心 (畫展)
1400-1500 宜蘭羅東 lunch
1518-1725 宜蘭羅東 - 台北
1800-2030 台北美術館 (exhibitions)
2100-2345 西門丁
00 bus to airport

25/06
0100-0600 airport
0625-0800 CX463 to HK
1000-1730 first-aid class

我跟林儀說: 可以做定帛金俾我.

poem : 在那遙遠的老地方

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Fri, 09 Jun 2006 07:30:00 +0000

我不停向前跑
跑到芳草蔓山的古道
羚羊野牛繞山而過
堤邊的蘆葦
掠過我肩上的圍巾
使他沾上了風信子的野種子

我踏進武士的古堡
我跨越信徒的墓園
我坐在學者的河畔
我攀上鬼魅的城牆

牛津倫敦都咸愛丁堡
都是我留戀的
建築歷史傳統博物館
全是我鍾愛的
這是留著我的心的誘因嗎?
這是戀著我的魂的基因吧!

我怎能如此瀟灑的話別
回首已是百年身

看看鏡中的人
身穿心想全是彼邦的遺物
我什麼時候可以歸去?!

回來已經是九月下旬之後的初冬
這裡
我想是很久很久
反問自己為何要回來

九月後的彼邦就此踏入黑暗時代
九月後的甜夢也該進入淺睡時期
一切也該回到過去

poem : 圍城

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Sun, 04 Jun 2006 16:02:00 +0000

@ Le Bernardoud, Ocean Centre

坐在咖啡店中
香氣沒有喚醒我的靈魂
即使齒脥留香
嘴角遺下的
只有一片憂愁

晚燈比繁星還要光亮的都市
一個人站於黑暗中
模仿處於海港的風
天地悠悠之感
只好化作咖啡成杯中的熱氣
只好消失於塑膠玫瑰的虛假

我不過想說我討厭這圍城
那城牆高得
令我看不到外邊的世界
令我生成一只井底之蛙
穿上國皇的新衣沾沾自喜半輩子
青蛙鼓起的兩腮
脹得快得破了
還要等什麼?
只欠一根銀針
狠狠往盛滿夢的肉囊
一刺

這圍城令我覺得很陌生
我曾經屬於這裡
現在卻欲離城遠走
這圍城令我感到可怕
我經常流連的角落
現在已消聲匿跡

我還可以說什麼

與丘世文讀者的分享

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Sun, 04 Jun 2006 14:05:00 +0000

20060604 rainy

留在家中好好收拾這幾年從'號外'剪下的零碎剪報文章等. 除了好好收藏的兩篇,在紛亂中再找到兩三篇有關丘世文的文章. 在此與諸位丘文'粉絲'分享. 希望'號外'不會發律師信給我. (click圖放大)

世紀書單 - 丘世文最後一篇訪問

我不再恥卡承認自己最喜歡卡繆

丘世文書訪

我們的丘世文

<號外>回顧: The City Magazine

因為我沒有好好記下是哪一期的出處,有幾篇文章忘了是何年何日....

p.s. "我不再恥卡承認自己最喜歡卡繆"是筆者自行用photoshop剪輯過,與原文大小有異

天問 - 這一天

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Sat, 03 Jun 2006 16:33:00 +0000

天問達明一派
詞：周耀輝　曲：劉以達　

抑鬱於天空的火焰下
大地靜默無說話
風吹起紫色的煙和霞
百姓瑟縮於惶恐下

誰挽起弓箭　射天空的火舌
誰偷仙丹飛天　月宮安守青天
縱怨天　天不容問嘆眾生　生不容問

瘋顛的漆黑的火焰下
沙啞的叫喊是烏鴉
洶湧起一天丹緋雪花
千秋的咒詛何時作罷

誰斗膽挽起弓與箭
射天空囂張的火舌
誰不惜偷仙丹飛天
月宮孤單安守青天

縱怨天　天不容問嘆眾生　生不容問

眾生　天不容問
眾生　生不容問
眾生　天不能問
眾生　終不能問

十五年後, 忙了? 忘了! 誰會忘了這一天! 縱使我那年只有11歲.
爸媽看著電視呆了, 老師哭了, 我拿著電話跟好朋elmer傾談中也哭了.
為什麼哭? 我沒有好好仔細想.
要平反, 文化大革命這十年浩劫還是在先. 不能操之過急.

欲速則不達

沒有發生的愛情

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Sat, 03 Jun 2006 10:15:00 +0000

沒有發生的愛情林憶蓮

看午後太陽　洒一片金黃
誰也沒法擋咖啡的清香
世界實太忙　一天這麼長
好應該歇一歇減低緊張

又再與你碰上　約會似的恰當
便說你我境況
也共創出許多幻想
閒談本也尋常　在瞬間便遺忘
不必愛惜珍藏　
回首看明明一切如常　
但你的所想所幹
說著笑著竟已戀上

再悄望太陽　影子更加長
從眼內看出了彼此所想
碰上是偶然　分開卻經常
祇好將咖啡再一杯飲光

又再說句再見　各踏各的方向
沒有約那一趟　
再聚咖啡室中再講

抬頭天際茫茫　浮雲抱著斜陽
路中有點清涼　
微風裡明明一切如常　
但你這天多好看
說著笑著竟已戀上

假使一天可再碰到
可否去嘗試告訴你我這心事
假使一天可再碰到
祇恐怕沒法子近似這一次相遇

旅途上遇到不少人, 還保持聯絡的其實不多. 今天聽到這首歌, 竟然想起你. 還記得這隻貓貓嗎?
(20040907 inverness backpacker hostel, scotland)

半日假期

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Thu, 01 Jun 2006 10:21:00 +0000

半日假期盧巧音

平日太緊張　就抽空半天
移換這廳房裹　各樣的擺設
沉睡軟枕邊　放一張唱片
凌亂與擠迫哄哄鬧市像退後到極遠

何妨讓困倦身心休息再衝線
悠然度過冷暖晝夜陰天晴天
無窮遼闊世界到處總有發現
解開腦袋死結　明晨重新一天　
輕鬆作戰

難題遇上　碰上了挫折　
背脊插滿箭索性放個假再算　
不必像螞蟻似亂鑽　
每秒也預算
自信可找到歡笑的起點　
陽光永遠甚暖

別白廢心機的兜圈　
撤退了戰線　痛快放個假再算
充充電改變我路線　
總會有路轉　
重拾自己快樂信念
為何垂頭
憂鬱裡打轉

肥皂泡清香　浴缸中看書　
重讀某一本最厚外國小說
濃烈熱咖啡　在酒杯中透煙　
靈魂如飛出哄哄鬧市就發射到極遠

(20020330, taipei county yingko ceramics museum)

其實四月至今, 都是過著半遊蕩的生活, 星期二三我就是一個flaneur四處蕩. 今天0930到教育學院見工後, 去了母校cityu為十月的碩士課程申請official transcript, 順道跟幾個老師問好.

1400就回到家了. 躺在浸不死的浴缸中看書....回來香港差不多八個月都是第一趟bath.

代課妹手記 - 大蝦細

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Fri, 26 May 2006 12:59:00 +0000

20060529 cloudy

好久沒有再寫代課妹手記,即使第二次代課, 已經覺得自己教了很長很長時間.....不過今天真的很'激氣', 所以寫下來跟大家分享:

星期一本來算是'無風無險'的一天, 是日只有四節課. 但上完第一節竟然收到臨時通知要上1E代堂.damn....但他們的老師早已預備工作紙給他們,情況不算太壞.

到了lunch之後又有他們的課. 起初都沒有什麼, 當我叫廖嘉豪出來做個人短講時, 他搖搖頭伏下就哭了, 他就是這樣子, 一些微不足道的事, 他也會在十秒內就哭. 我並沒有罵他, 只是叫他的名字.....其實我早從其他老師口中得知他是這樣.

怎知唐仲康即破口大罵: 又喊, 好煩, 再喊, 打xx你.....其他同學跟著起哄.....情況不可收拾...廖嘉豪繼續飲泣. 我當然明白唐仲康那個死仔包勞氣在哪裡, 因為經常為小事哭的人真得很煩厭, 更何況我根本沒有罵過廖嘉豪一句. 但我就是很討厭唐那種欺壓同學的表現.

放學後, 我找廖嘉豪談談, 我第一句聲明我不是來罵他, 只是跟他聊聊. 原來還談得不錯,怎知衰仔唐仲康經過說: '嘉豪, 你好X型!' 我立即'扯火': 你講咩?! 之後就是長達十分鐘的拉鋸, 那死仔還要向廖嘉豪兇大夾惡: 望咩呀望! 之後我先叫廖嘉豪進課室, 繼續'哦'唐仲康, 身邊那個'小白臉'在推波助瀾, 真激死. 之後我還是通知了他們的班主任.

為什麼我的學生是這樣子? 勝之不武!!!!!!

da vinci code

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Sat, 20 May 2006 18:09:00 +0000

20060520 sunny

i watched the movie 'da vinci code' with my best Jacq and her Mick. we had a short discussion about it during the train journey.

i cannot say the Da Vinci Code was a best book i even read, but i cannot dely that the story and movie are both terrified. I finished the english version for almost 3 weeks while i was still in England last year. I have begun to love reading Dan Brown and bought his first novel 'angels and demons' when i was back home. Now, the book is currently in Jenny's hand and i believe it will be cirrulate among my friends.

'da vinci code' and 'angels and demons' inspire me some questions as some might also think about:
is history telling truth?
is history worth to be trusted?
what are we believing - religion? science? statistic? history?
are history and science against our faith?
is it always worth to reveal the 'truth' even it will harm the world?
are we sometimes too stubborn what we have believed/followed?
....... such many many many questions......

sometimes entertaining movies and novels do give inspirations on moral and academic aspects.

yes, i am a scholar, as Jacq and Har always call me.

learned and respectable Moo de Flaneur reading the Da Vinci Code on Bath's Royal (Real) Crescent ground. (20050902) - see, what a decent scholar will do in a leisure trip?! (sigh!!!!!!)

願我可以學會放低妳

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Fri, 19 May 2006 04:30:00 +0000

願我可以學會放低妳何韻詩

任我出去任我飛　遊蕩兩日又重踏這地
沒有牽掛就會死　難道我靈魂被你收起
自己都管不了自己　太多錯誤經已因你起
我都知再找你　連幸福都要放棄

其實你有多好?　到別處碰不到!
至令我重返這條路　
臨近晚節不保卻行到這一步　
難道天空海闊再無芳草

願我可以學會放低你　
就讓我重頭來過物色新知己　
望著你的臉如山水一般優美　
要走的我總企在原地　
願我可以絕到踢走你　
但是我如何能拒絕張開的臂　
自問我可以贏你　但喜歡輸給你　
猶像你親於我自己　
我怎可以一刀切下來親手傷你

其實你有多好　到別處碰不到
美麗到危險的程度　
臨近晚節不保卻行到這一步　
沿路的山丘已化成焦土

我只可以將心割下來親手給你

放不低?! 應該只是一陣漣漪
(20040828 east princes street garden, edinburgh)

20060506 helen+billy's big day

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Sun, 07 May 2006 06:26:00 +0000

20060506 sunny

Helen and Billy are Bolbee's friends (Helen was Bolbee's schoolmate at Maryknoll - Maryknoll girls!!) I was introduced to them around 4 years ago for joining the Ho-ching-she (何青社) - most of them live near Ho Man Tin.

We usually have regular volleyball games in Ho Man Tin and share good time during meal time. Helen and Billy gave me the impression was that they are all crazy but really creative and brilliant. It might be because they were the DJs in Canada with creative and fast mind. Whenever we celebrated festivals or occassions, all of us were always happy and crazy. Last time, i was so drunk and hung over the next day, just after celebrating Dennis (?)'s birthday at H+B's home. For me, it was a nightmare :p

I cannot say we play professional volleyball, but it is no doubt that we are funny and playful team always laughing.

I went to the wedding banquet after the gym at California. Thank to Jenny for helping me to dress up. The party was well decorated and everything was just beautifull. There were not much games during the meal and everyone were happy and I saw many Maryknoll girls gathered. It made me remember that I should have attened the KTS alumni gathering in the same night. Sorry, KTS buddies!

After the banquet, some of the guests (almost the younger one) went to the after-party at the Blues by the Bay. Billy sang as a professional and Helen went to every table for 15-20. What a perfect match!! I was so exhausted so I excused myself for leaving earlier. I reached home at 0230.....ZzZ

Congratulations to Helen and Billy :)

http://public.fotki.com/moodytang/friends/20060506_helenbilly/

Moo+Helen+Billy (look! all of us were beautiful)

Moo+Bolbee

Dennis+Pal = another pair of perfect match

Moo+Bolbee+Chung Sir

Amy, Rita, Pal, Moo + Irene

草菇呀電髮電髮呀電髮

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Fri, 05 May 2006 12:49:00 +0000

20060505 sunny

很久沒有電髮了,上一次差不多是三年前的事.

before (20060504) after (20060505)

不過其實都分別不大

first of may

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Mon, 01 May 2006 02:16:00 +0000

20060501

first of may

When I was small and Christmas trees were tall
we used to love while others used to play
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by
some one else moved in from far away

Now we are tall and Christmas trees are small
and you don't ask the time of day
But you and I, our love will never die
but guess we'll cry
come first of May

The apple tree that grew for you and me
I watched the apples falling one by one
And I recall the moment of them all
the day I kissed your cheek and you were mine

When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall
do do do do do do do do do...
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by
some one else moved in from far away

London skies

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Sun, 30 Apr 2006 16:43:00 +0000

20060501 London cloudy+light rain=7-12c

London Skies Jamie Cullum

Paint a picture clear cut and pale on a cold winter's day
Shapes and cool light wander
The streets like an army of strays
On a cold winter's day

Will you let me romanticise
The beauty in the London skies
You know the sunlight always shines
Behind the clouds of London skies

Patient moment, you're chilled to the bone under infinite greys
Vision hindered, mist settling low
Like a ghostly ballet
On a cold winter's day

Will you let me romanticise
The beauty in the London skies
You know the sunlight always shines
Behind the clouds of London skies

Nothing is certain
'cept everything you know can change
You woship the sun but
Now can you fall for the rain

Will you let me romanticise
The beauty in the London skies
You know the sunlight always shine
Behind the clouds of London skies

when could i be in London skies again??

20060428 OAL gals in 鹿鳴春

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Fri, 28 Apr 2006 15:45:00 +0000

20060428 rainy+tired

I have brought along with a full briefcase of photos which i took in those 2 years. I left the school at 1700 and met Polly at APM for coffee, then rush to the Peking restaurant for dinner. Lilian was ill, May and Maggie were occupied with busy job. sigh!!! But fortunely, Lilian and I had a cup of coffee two weeks ago.

Everyone loooks fine and I was glad to see them again.

See, they were my ex-colleages and my friends now. Ohh.....time flies!!

from left: Polly, Moo, Sophia, Myra, Mable, JenJen

我是個膽小鬼

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Thu, 27 Apr 2006 13:26:00 +0000

20060427 cloudy

昨晚離開'騎呢'之後,我們一行7人到了大隻佬麵店-龍記吃例牌牛筋雲吞薑蔥豉油撈粗. 傾談之間又談到我的學生. 各人也勸我不要太緊張,而且時代不同,老師(即係我啦)不要將學生label,幸好Sammi說他們是band5就是band5,這是不爭的事實,而且我也開始隻眼開隻眼閉,因為總不能時時刻刻也在罵,我實在沒有這力氣,而且也影響教書進度.

蔡老師說做老師要有mercy,朋友還說要patience,我相信我是個patient的人,但不是對所以人和事都有耐性. 回家時跟Jiejie談了一會電話,我說我對不能foresee的人與事都不會太patient….我知道自己需要安全感和可預計的未來,又了解自己多一點.

Lilian說她認識的我算是個勇於冒險和接受挑戰的人,我卻說我很多時做背囊友,我一定會做好很多準備,不會貿然隨心所欲的做一些事情,因為人在其鄉,一定要好好保護自己. 很多時我是有一定的把握才會做一些決定…偶然也會瘋狂一下,所以之後就後悔! 而且我是個panic又緊張的人,不過playful的外表騙了很多人.

其實我是個膽小鬼

浮誇友唱浮誇

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Mon, 24 Apr 2006 10:43:00 +0000

浮誇陳奕迅

有人問我我就會講但是無人來
我期待到無奈
有話要講得不到裝載
我的心情猶像樽蓋等被揭開
咀巴卻在養青苔
人潮內愈文靜愈變得不受理睬
自己要搞出意外
像突然地高歌任何地方也像開四面台
著最閃的衫扮十分感慨
有人來拍照要記住插袋

你當我是浮誇吧
誇張只因我很怕
似木頭似石頭的話
得到注意嗎
其實怕被忘記至放大來演吧
很不安怎去優雅
世上還讚頌沉默嗎不夠爆炸
怎麼有話題讓我誇
做大娛樂家

那年十八母校舞會站著如嘍囉
那時候我含淚發誓各位
必須看到我
在世間平凡又普通的路太多
屋村你住哪一座
情愛中工作中受過的忽視太多
自尊已飽經跌墮
重視能治肚餓
末曾獲得過便知我為何
大動作很多犯下這些錯
搏人們看看我算病態麼 ?

幸運兒並不多　
若然未當過就知我為何
用十倍苦心做突出一個　
正常人夠我富議論性麼

你叫我做浮誇吧加幾聲噓聲也不怕
我在場有悶場的話
表演你看嗎
夠歇斯底里嗎
以眼淚淋花吧
一心只想你驚訝
我舊時似未存在嗎加重注碼
青筋也現形話我知
現在存在嗎

凝視我別再只看天花
我非你杯茶也可盡情地喝吧
別遺忘有人在為你聲沙

上星期我們一眾'騎呢'友07車後睇戲再唱k. 我和Steph唱這首歌,原來沒有想過jam她的歌,但其實我很喜歡這歌.

我不算個浮誇友,但試問誰沒有浮誇過,教人注視一下?!

我最後浮誇地學Eason拉高音........

落花流水

noreply@blogger.com (moo de flaneur) — Mon, 24 Apr 2006 09:53:00 +0000

落花流水 陳奕迅

流水　像清得沒帶半顆沙
前身　被擱在上游風化
但那天經過那條堤壩
斜陽又返照閃一下　
遇上一朵　落花

相遇　就此擁著最愛歸家
生活　別過份地童話化
故事　假使短過這　五月落霞
沒有需要　驚詫

流水很清楚　惜花這個責任　
真的身份不過送運　
這趟旅行若算開心　
亦是無負這一生　
水點　蒸發變做白雲　
花瓣　飄落下游生根　
淡淡交會過　各不留下印　
(命運敲定了　要這麼發生)

流水　在山谷下再次分岔
情感　漸化做淡然優雅
自覺心境已有如明鏡
為何為天降的稀客　
泛過一點　浪花

天下　並非只是有這朵花
不用　為故事下文牽掛
要是　彼此都有些　既定路程
學會灑脫　好嗎

講分開　可否不再　用憾事的口脗
習慣無常　才會慶幸
講真　天涯途上　誰是客
散席時　怎麼分

但是經歷過　最溫柔共震